Has gone.. pretty bad.

My boyfriend dumped me, yeah so sorry fans of ours but no more AizenxMomo pictures unless I find another Aizen to take pics with :/

So yeah, it all started with that. I honestly can say I miss him so much and things aren't really the same at all. It feels so awkward between us whenever we talk and sometimes I just don't think us as friends will just work out. Ya know? When you love someone so much that it's just too hard to see them on their own, or even worse with someone else while you just sit back watching.. ugh, that's the worst pain ever.

Another thing is school. I used to be working so hard in school, mostly to keep my parents to stfu and go to Florida. However, I'm not planning on going to Florida anymore so yeah, and my parent's don't stfu no matter what so.. no point?

I just need a big con now, something like KatsuCon or AnimeNext to take my mind off of all this shit and well I've kinda decided that I'm tired of being the innocent fucking child. Loosing Alan and other life drama shit has just made me snap and not wanna be the minor anymore. I wanna drink and smoke and do what the fuck ever there and not care! Just like my older friends Dx .. I know it's bad and wrong and goes against everything I hate but meh.. I feel like I wanna just break loose from childhood and be an adult (edit: older not mature) even though I'm only sixteen.

Idk.. I'll see.

It's so sad how everything like this bullshit has me contemplating fucking suicide. It's so damn pathetic! Dx All my friends have been pushing me to be strong and have faith and yeah I get it, but it's so hard.. when you love someone more than anything.. *sigh* more depressing -___-;

I guess I really do want him back :/

/End rant for now.

I got a new hamster finally, shes small and cute duh. Black and white and I named her Momo lol. I've also offically decided a career path I think. Criminal justice, yeah I wanna be a cop. I fucking love the power and they're just so cool >w<

Oh another good thing is is buying me my Kairi cosplay! It's a Christmas/sorry your life sucks so much present. Wutever I'm very happy and thankful. Now I'll finally have a new cosplay that isn't Momo! ^^

Also TELL ME WUT YOU BOUGHT ME FOR X-MAS I MUST KNOW!!! XD

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